Well. . .

Well I have decided to start writing on my blog. I have been told that it helps to destress. so here it goes. . . Life has been really hard lately. I have felt like I have lost my way. For awhile I thought I was just going to keep spiraling out of control and never stop. I had given up the control in my life to something I thought was what was meant to be. that is laughable. the only thing that is meant to be I realized is what I make of my life and where I go with it. I can't let anyone direct my life because they don't know where I am going. They don't know what makes me truly happy. I don't even know that yet. What I do know is that I am going to make the best out of my life. I am going to get the confidence I once had back. I am going to find happiness. I will no longer let the fear of failure and heart ache stop me from getting what I want because I know that I am strong enough to handle whatever comes my way. I just needed to remember that.